Well, i have news once more.

I thought my life was on the up, things where getting better, and i did have good news.

That was, 24 hours ago.

24 hours ago, i was told at work, that my office was over-staffed, and as a result, my job hours have been cut. I have lost the insignificant matter of one hour a night, the problem is, that one hour a night has lost me £20 a week, means im no longer able to afford food - and im earning less than im paying for rent.

I have a month and a half in order to find a second job, or some other form of income - or Chrissies plan to get me the hell away from my father will come into fruition, and while I've come up with back-up plans, at the moment, I've been searching around Farnborough for work since i found out - but no-where has work avaliable that Isn't on a week-day basis, which I cant do because of college - and weekend work is non-existant because we're in the "Aftershock" of the christmas period.

One plan involves me hitting my post-office account and not going to any L.A.R.P events for the year, and not making any un-nessesary travel, another involves asking Mother Dearest for money (at which point i will be promptly told to "Come Home") another involves living on a shoe-string until the Febuary holidays and re-taking my job as a bin-man during that week, or even seeing if they have weekend work doing that avaliable.

Another option lies in the possibility of low-income support, but I have no idea how that works, or how I can claim it, but I have to try.

But i have a month and a half to find something and put it into action or im screwed again, i should have known it was too early to claim myself free of chrissies damage.

Even after some of the recent events that have happened, i feel so damn tired of this - but i have no choice but to keep going, After what happened at christmas I have no choice, I cant quit now - because there's a lot more at stake.

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I've been accepted into the University of Wales, Lampeter - I found out last week through the post, and I have an interview with the media department on Febuary the 9th, which I need to find some way to afford - which means money, but if i have a weekend job, I physically be able to get there because I'm working, BUT if i dont have a job, i can travel - but It will be the nail in the coffin of everything I've worked towards.

I finally get a break and the universe decides it has to shit on me again and laugh at me while its at it, Ive scored one victory you son of a bitch - why cant you let me be for a short while?

**heh** I guess I just have to carry on doing things the Craig Mansfield way, I'll just have to keep fighting my way up, because otherwise this whole shitty universe will force me to failure, and that - that is what will kill me.

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There was also an amazing party a few nights ago - but i can't retell that story now, Its too much of a blur, all I can say, is that the night was awesome, i found out some answers to questions i had, and theres a line that Wilf, club president of the 3B's said, thats lodged in my head.

"You only live once, this isn't a dress rehersal"

Now, if you all excuse me - I need to get back to my job searching, and possible extra incomes.

So I'll see ya later Ya'll!

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